Re: Direct conversation

Posted by Steve Smith on
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I'll start from Nick's model.  My brain has learned to turn back it's third-person perception and modelling functionality on a subset of the environment that is always present, i.e. self.
This is a fairly clear (to me) description of how I interpret Nick's point... I'm not as clear that this is _the way things are_ but I can hold it along with the other 5 impossibleish things I had for breakfast with the Red Queen.
 
Semi-aside: there is something added in the case of self -- richer sensory data that is not available on other people: touch, pressure, pain, temperature from skin, breathing and heart rate, proprioception, stress and pain in joints, vestibular sense, stretch receptors in the gastrointestinal tract, etc.
This seems somewhat contrived, but without using up another one of my 6 impossibles over breakfast, I accept this as well.
I do think all of this enriches the model of self to the point where the experience might be qualitatively different from the models of other people.
I agree that if "all is Third Person" then this is a reasonable explanation why the "First Person Illusion" is so compelling.
 
But more significant is the fact that I can create an abstracted model of myself (i.e. imagine myself) and that the model can be made to interact with a model of the environment, other people, and even internally created models with no counterpart in direct experience.  Consider that usually this model's usefulness is in projecting it into the future (and, I think, into the past, when we reconstruct events from memory).
And I contend that it is unique compared to say my "abstracted model of other people interacting with a model of the environment ...." because *I* can run experiments directly on myself which are somewhere between difficult and impossible with others.   Learning our environment (when we first see our own hand in front of our face as a baby, or when we first leave home and face the vagaries of living in the world as an independent adult) appears to be a continuous series of hypothesis generation and testing with that ability to intentionally do "this and that".
Now, what happens when that model is dragged back into real-time, and held right next to the more direct perceptual awareness of self?  It seems like one might end up with two selves, and I'm wondering if that experience might not account for that elusive experience that Russ is referring to.
Interesting.   Having experimented with my 1st person experience a lot in my life, I do have a related experience.   It renders in my life as a sense of multiple-personalities.   I have multiple models of myself based on how I imagine/believe I am perceived by various individuals or groups.   This is more of a past-tense experience (I experience it as remembering being different people in different circumstances) more than a present-tense one (returning from a predictive model of self to an immediate experience of self).
 
- Steve

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